I'm Sorry

[Shrapnel]

As very few of you know I've had a really hard home life for the past two years. Lately it's reached it's peak of being absolutely horrible, though I'm sure worse could still happen, and I got kicked from my house again. My brother also happens to be homeless, though I doubt that is of any relevance, simply because he was in on the lie we made to our guardians. A certain event got us kicked, Tero knows (So that's specifically to update you Tero since I haven't been able to talk to you about it), so now we have no home and are flitting around from house to house pretty much trying to keep ourselves fed and clothed as well as keep up with school.

I'm not sure what we're gonna do at the moment. I just know that this is our senior year and that we HAVE to graduate to be able to go into the army so right now my future is what I'm focusing on. I'm not much good to my brother, my significant other, or myself if I can't even get my career kick-started. With that being said I will be focusing on school mostly and then future soldier training to prepare myself. If things even out I'll get on here. My pack can be put up for someone else to claim and I will drop Sasori and Cetotorah so those can be archived. Blitzkrieg and Shrapnel I at least intend to keep if I can get back into writing once, and if, all of this calms down. Which I hope it does.

Terohime and Rivaxorus have full say on what goes on with the site. If Sunev is still here and active they may consult with her and Taske for ideas or concerns seeing as I've known them for a while and seem to have general knowledge about things and I trust them. Then of course this site is also run by the members so of course the rest of you have a say in what goes on as well, but Tero and Riv I leave the site fully within your hands to run and keep active. If I've missed anything text me (704-247-7792) and if I'm able to answer I will.

With that I'm going to say I truly am sorry. I'm a horrible representation of what an admin should be. I personally would remove myself from the staff if I could, but seeing as I can't I'll have to stay. I wish I could have done more, but in all honesty I really have a bunch of other people to thank. Tero most of all. There's been countless times she's helped me out where I've failed and I owe her a lot. :/ I really do apologize for my absence though. I should have put this up a lot sooner. If anyone else has helped out recently with the site I appreciate that as well. Again, people have picked up the slack where I have failed.

Much love,

Shrapnel

[Miharu Rokujo]

We will always love you shrap Tero explained to me what happened. And I do apologize and hope things do work out for the best. If you ever get yourself settled and come back to us, we welcome you with open arms as always. -your friend Sei

[Justice]

That's horribly sad Shrapnel. I am very sorry for you and I hope things turn out right again.

[Shrapnel]

Thanks for the support and understanding guys. I love you all for it. <3

I have decided I want to try to come back. I'll attempt to write with Blitzkrieg and Shrapnel and if I can upkeep at least one of those characters then I'll stick around. I just need people to be patient with me because I may be a little slow with replying. I'm a bit mentally stressed out right now between the army, getting kicked out of my house, keeping up with school, and now my brother has been diagnosed with HIV so I'm worried about taking care of him as well. So I'm a bit stretched.

I may try to do staff duties, but what I do will be small and almost insignificant because I know if I try to do more I'll go all OCD on the place and stress myself out more.

So, I'm pleased to announce that I'm practically a noob at writing again. xD

[Frost]

you always have our support.